feeling so damn PISSED now wif my mother... she damn IRRITATING lor... keep asking me to STUDY STUDY STUDY... walao!!! not like i nv go sch lor... i go sch oso STUDY, come hm oso STUDY, go every whr oso STUDY!!! wah piang... can DIE la!!! no time for leisure, no time to do my own things... wad kinda LIFE is dis?!?! i'ld rather not stay @ hm n go out wif jen they all lor... ask a little bit oso kena scolding, use com oso kena scolding, everything i do oso kena scolding... my bro dun get dis kinda treatment la!!! he can use the com as long as he likes, he dun nida do hsework, he can tok on the phone for as long as he wans, he can do anything dat he likes n it's always RIGHT!!! but wad abt me??? everything i do is FOREVA wrong!!! i MUST do hsework, i MUZ always b studying, i CAN'T tok on the phone, i CAN'T do wadeva i LIKE!!! wad is dis??? isn't it OBVIOUS dat dis is so UNFAIR??? ...n dat my mother is BIASED!!! i told her dat n she said she's NOT!!! of course outsiders c things much more clearer than others la!!! y is today such a HORRIBLE day despite it being CNY eve??? y muz everyday b such a TORTURE??? y muz things turn out dis way??? y muz everything b MY fault??? why? why? why? i realli can't take it anymore... ...