today had been a super boring and SUCKY but productive day.

i've been at home the WHOLE day since morning. i've been such a good girl the whole day. (: done quite some hmwk today. left with 2 ban yue ji-s and 4 pages of history wkbk. still gotta study for 4 other tests. but i'm quite happy that i'm left with only so little hmwk. (: this is the FIRST time i'm chionging so hard for my holiday hmwk lah. amazing.

had a HUGE quarrel with my mum and my bro cos of some stupid stuff. i can't stand it. sometimes i really feel like leaving the house. this house is just a place for me to sleep. i dun really talk to my bro and neither do i talk to my mum. we'll only end up quarrelling. wad's the point. guess that's our way of communication. sighh. me and my bro are at the cranky age and my mum at the post menopause age. the whole house is in a CHAOS. my bro even attempted to smash the tv. one word to describe him; INSANE.

why am i always supposed to let my bro when i'm younger than him?

why issit that i have to give in no matter wad i do?

why do i have to be the one who have to compromise to circumstances?

why is my bro always so pampered while i have to withstand with prejudice?

why do i have to take all the blame when it isn't my fault?

WHY WHY WHY?!!

i'm sad too cos it's the 5th last episode of HANAKIMI on channel u tmr!! it's damn fast lah. so obvious that channel u cut alot. gonna miss it loads. ): hopefully there'll be more nice shows coming up or else i'll feel weird not watching any tv. haha.

i'm very sad cos alot of people can't make it for the retreat. ): haix. anshao people who haven't ask, please try to ask and try to go as the saying goes: THE MORE THE MERRIER!! (: hehe.

sleep early people!! (: so gonna sleep my sorrows away...