Thursday, October 25, 2007
today is a DEVASTATING day although it's last day of school today and i'm supposed to be HAPPY instead of SAD... got back report book today and the L1R5 is so SH*T to the extent that it cannot get me into a JC nor can it get me into a good course in poly. guess i've been playing excessively this year. i think i scored like the bottom 5 in class?? sigh. really HATE HATE HATE studying. how i wish we all can dont study.
however, i've still got to thank God that He is always there for me. (: glad that He gave me the motivation to do QT today and the title for today is "finding confident hope". shall extract one part from the passage: People, places, positions always let us down. Only Jesus is worthy of all our hopes and all our confidence. :D yay. felt so happy after doing QT lah. stupid report book, make me so SAD!! and a verse to add on: "In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials." - 1 Peter 1:6
had the dumb attire check, or rather spot check, today for the sec 3s. damn crap lah. got caught for short skirt again. -.- not as if my skirt was THAT short, it was just touching the top of the knee and they said it's not acceptable. WHAT CRAP!! what do they expect from us?? totally unaltered skirts bought from the vendor?!! nutcase. it's the school rule that our skirts are supposed to be HALFWAY DOWN THE KNEE. what the hell. i bet only like 0.000000000001% of the pupil population is able to agree with that. the spot check was totally a failure. isn't it like very super obvious that majority of the sec 3s went to change into their longer skirts and do smth to their uniform specially for the spot check?? like everyone went to change back into their usual atrocious attire right after the spot check can!! then what's the point?? haha. so lame. and those people caught for short skirts are supposed to purchase 2 new skirts from the vendor and are supposed to report to the general office. WHAT THE HELL LAH. one school skirt is like 8 bucks okay!! it's not as if it's 2 bucks or what. i'm so gonna get my mum to complain abt this. stupid. in the past years, our school rule for skirt is like 2 or 3 fingers ABOVE the knee can. why can't they be less traditional?? i'm SO NOT buying new skirts, why would i need like 6 skirts?? MADness.
my o levels isn't very far away if you come to think abt it. i'm only left with 25 weeks to study before it arrives, how near is that?? i'm left with less than a year cos mine will be starting from mid oct. this is faster than a bullet train... i hope i'll be able to catch up and feel the anxiety for it now so i can chiong for it!! o levels chinese is like NEXT WEDNESDAY. really wish that i can get an A so at least i'll be eligible to take higher mother tongue next year for the sake of my 2 points. (:
went out with stace after school to eat seoul garden AGAIN. haha. it's super addictive. guess we're gonna be like frequent customers at bugis seoul garden. :D lol. was in a super bad mood after school so i've decided to EAT ALOT to drown my sorrows. HAHA. mad huh. i love the food there but i'm super lazy to cook my own food. lol. it'll be great if the people there can cook for me. :D hehe. i LOVE LOVE LOVE ice cream with atap seed and nata de coco and carnation milk!! i know it's a weird combination but it's super yummy!! guess it is cos it's super sweet. all sweet stuff are yummy to me. i'm so gonna die of diabetes and kidney failure since i always take in excessive salt and sugar. HAHA. :D
went to NLB for the first time in my life. i know i'm very slow and lag. can't help it, i'm NOT a library person. absolutely NO passion for reading. (: it's a pretty cool place i would say. love the chair and the aircon, makes a perfect place to sleep. (: hehe. i was like resting and sleeping when stace was busily reading her books...
came home after that during peak hours. hate it lah. SO MANY PEOPLE SNATCHING PLACES WITH ME!! x( so annoying. squeeze here, squeeze there one, i DONT LIKE. x(
just reached home not long ago. not having dinner cos my seoul garden lunch is still in my stomach!! i'm super duper full....... gonna grow FAT at this rate. haha. (:
the amount of school holiday hmwk that i received is totally CRAZY. one set of english mock paper, 2 sets of chinese mock papers, 3 sets of chemistry mock papers, 1 history SBQ, 1 geography wksht... not sure if there's more but this holiday is SO NOT gonna be a pleasant holiday. why issit even called a SCHOOL HOLIDAY when students can't even enjoy themselves?? weird huh. IRONY. can't enjoy my holidays, SAD. gonna have intensive tuition soon, poor me.
SEC 4s, JIAYOU FOR O LEVELS!! :D
esther
