Friday, April 04, 2008
welcome to eccentric rotting world of esther! HAHA. (:
i'm truly appreciative of those readers who have been constantly checking up my blog for updates but half the time, leaving disappointed cos i didn't update at all. haha. you could call it HARDWORKINGLY STUDYING or LAZY. haha. (: up to you to believe. but i had been studying for the past few days okayyy. wonder what came up to me, i started doing maths tys. HAHA! is that crazy or crazy. :S it's good to have such a thing for maths now cos it's really essential.
i'm darn pissed of with that damn tutor of mine. many should know him. he's seriously ANNOYING. he complained that i kept cancelling my tuition when i DID NOT, lectured me during tuition, complain to my mum, told shaun that i faked ill cos i didn't want to have tuition, made my mum pay him tuition fees in advance... WHAT IS THIS. threat or instilling fear?? NOT WORKING.
firstly, i DID NOT always cancel tuition. i only cancelled once in 3 whole months. he claimed that i cancelled cos i wanted to change my tuition time to another day but he cannot compromise to my free time and he suggested to cancel.
secondly, who the heck is he to lecture me?? even if it's my mum, i'm already shutting one ear, moreover an outsider. i am a frank person and i can tell you that i don't care what you said at all.
thirdly, I DID NOT FAKE ILL. i had a headache and wanted to cancel the next day's tuition. guess it's lack of sleep or smth. it only happens every night and my tuition is always in the evening. then he asked if i was attending school the next day and i said yes. our school needs mc to be absent from school, no parent's letter is allowed anymore. therefore, no valid reason to be absent from school. teachers are also chionging the syllabus now, can't afford to miss lessons. then he argued and said why can you attend school when you are ill?? he asked if i'd seen the doctor and i replied no. which idiot would spend 20 bucks to visit a doctor when you are experiencing headache when you can conveniently pop a panadol into your mouth and go to bed?? what a chore. can he be more understanding and less annoying?!?!
lastly, he said that making my mum pay in advance is a form of discipline for me so that i won't waste my mum's money. come'on, just be frank that you want the money. he said that i don't suffer any loss when i cancel tuition whereas for him, he had to lose 1 1/2 hrs of income. who cares. that's like his problem, not mine. what's more, he's RICH. why be so money-minded when you can easily earn 300 bucks a day?? MATERIALISTIC MAN. he told me that he had to shop at balestier plaza the previous time when i cancelled tuition to kill of the 1 1/2 hrs of my supposed tuition slot. like WHATEVER. none of my business. you can always go and do smth more meaningful like shopping at popular for assessment books for your students or smth right?? don't be such a block head.
enough of that darn tuition teacher. he's gonna be fired by ME after my o levels. shan't tell him my results even if he ask. (but i bet my big-mouth mother will just blabber everything... yakyakyak.)
i feel damn dumb today. we had biology spa exam and guess what?? i accidentally slit my thumb with the knife. DUMB RIGHT! i was trying to fit the knife back into the cardboard thingy but apparently, it doesn't fit. so stupid. i tried forcing it in but instead, the back of the blade just slashed my finger! it wasn't so pain at first but when it touched water, it's damn painful! i wonder how people can withstand the pain while cutting their wrist... ouch!
we were made to attend speech day at night. (i just came back not long ago at 10pm.) had to spend so much time outside, i don't like! i prefer being at home. (: haha. imagine waking up at 6am, leaving house at 6.40am and reaching home only at 10pm?? how tiring is that. i only slept at 12am ytd some more... zzz. SO TIRED! should have just ponned speech day or smth lah! they said that they were taking attendance, annoying! bluff! i killed time by playing the rubik's cube for 2 whole hours can! how boring is that. they said it's supposed to be a form of motivation for the secondary four pupils but rather, i thought it was a waste of time. it was more of a prize presentation ceremony and we were there to be sound effects. our school hall at the holding school is AIRCON-LESS, making me even more restless! i was perspiring like mad in the hall cos it was damn humid! zzz.
for the second time, i'm gonna have a super slack weekend! only have one biology wksht as hmwk and one chem wksht for tuition work. lala~ i like it! :D more slack weekends for me pleaseeeeeeeee... i need a break!
esther
