Friday, November 14, 2008
i want to thank God that i'm alive. have this random thought cos i almost fainted while i was outside buying lunch. see, this is what i mean by I CANNOT BE HUNGRY. didn't have breakfast cos i woke up really late and it was already noon, so i thought i could just do away with breakfast and have lunch straight away. smart me left the house with an empty stomach. the queue was pretty long for the famous ba chor mee just opposite my block. stood there for a long time while waiting for my lunch. all of a sudden, my vision became blur and i started swaying about. though i was on the verge of fainting, i just leaned against this stack of canned drinks and looked as though nothing was wrong with me. when i really whited-out (couldn't see anything), i quickly ran out of the coffee shop. couldn't really rmb how i did it, but i rmb that i banged into many people cos i couldn't see properly. when i really couldn't take it anymore, i was squatting ON THE ROAD. thankfully, some kind-hearted auntie picked me up and brought me back into the coffee shop. she gave me medicated oil and bought me milo. when i regained my vision, i could see that many people were staring at me like some clown in the circus. embarrassing! tried to ignore those stares by engrossing myself in my lunch. the auntie and friends were telling me that it was so dangerous of me to squat beside a road and that i should take care of myself. this isn't the first time already. i think it's the fourth time? heard from the auntie that i was really pale and my lips were WHITE. goodness. so ghost-like!
jeno, so sorry for not going shopping with you the last minute. ): i promise i'll compensate some other day, that is, if you have the time. you should know what i'm referring to. will be praying for you! do take care of yourself k? :D
still feeling slight dizziness on and off, do pray for me! i can't afford to be unwell cos i'm going to be working soon. ): thanks in advance!
esther
