Sunday, January 11, 2009
i've always thought that i can welcome the BIG DAY with open arms but i guess i'm WRONG. feeling kinda weird now, mixed feelings. sigh. does everyone go through this before they receive their Os results? tag at my board to let me know, so that i can feel more relieved (if that helps). aiming for ajc, not anything higher cos i prolly can't score any better than that. not that i don't have confidence, but i know my limits. don't say i'm smart, i can't possibly be smart overnight and be a 6 pointer. call me or sms me if you wanna know my results, don't ask me to rmb to sms you or call you cos i'll prolly miss one or two of you out.
tmr's gonna be the last day i'm wearing the blue blouse and grey skirt uniform. gonna miss it a little cos it's pretty unique. never found it special until graduation day last year. HAHAHA. many had been saying how pretty the cedar uniform is but this is how unappreciative i am of my school u. you'll understand if you were in my shoes. you wear it like every school day, it's just like any other uniforms!
went to have lunch at fish&co. with sarah sean and yongxin. they tried playing bridge even though i dissuaded them to. they insisted that we won't be stopped since we're patronising them and i bet with them that we'll be stopped even before we finish a game. and guess what? one of their people came over when we only started bidding and stopped us. knew it. i can foresee the future! seafood platter for 2 rocks big time. of course it has to be delicious, it's 40 bucks. didn't take photos, so busy eating such delicacies.
shopped around orchard with yongxin, bought quite a few stuff today, splurged. i'm depleting my savings AGAIN! D: need to work constantly to earn back my spendings, or else... i can't imagine being broke. SO LOOKING FORWARD TO CNY. it's good being unmarried, can't imagine when you have to give out red packets to people! come to think of it, it's quite an unreasonable expenditure. LOLS. sorry, can't find any reason to give out red packets, esp when you don't even have kids! money goes out and never comes back. enjoy being a kid now before you regret the red packet days!
wonder if i can sleep tonight being so anxious about the damn results tmr. sigh. pray for me! D:
last but not least, i ♥ YONGXIN loads! :D thanks for pei-ing me to shop today, more shopping dates in the future k? love ya girl!
esther
