Sunday, February 01, 2009
tomorrow marks the start of a whole new jc life. i'm seriously dreading it to the core cos of a few reasons. firstly, nyjc is not my first choice, so i'm not exactly looking forward to that orientation. secondly, currently i still have no idea if i have any friends being posted there! who knows i may be the only person from cedar there. that'll be BAD. hate the feeling of a whole new environment and having to make new friends all over again, i just don't enjoy that feeling. it's not that i don't enjoy making more friends, that's different.
gotta wake up darn early again, which is so sucky. i'm so gonna miss my dearest school holidays whereby i can get up at like 1pm without being scolded. hehehe. :D call me lazy if you want, i think sleeping is more important than those comments.
i've gotta remove my manicure as well! oh man. D: thankfully i don't have to remove my pedicure. hohoho. at least something worth celebrating. or else it'll be such a waste! it's not even damaged the slightest bit. see, i'm a careful person. (:
mugging days are nearing, esther is dreading. a large volume of brain cells is gonna be killed again. i heard that brain cells do not reproduce, what a sad thing to hear. having to study again after 3 months of brainless holidays? HOW TO! my brain is damn freaking rusty, i guess i'll take quite some time to adapt to those studying days...
i'm already missing my sec school clique! although they aren't as havoc as anshao people, but they certainly left a fun and mad memory of my secondary school days. that's like the only thing i can look back to for my secondary school years, nothing more. how sad.
alright, i'll have to sleep early starting from tonight. damn. i'll miss those wee hours / late night msn chats. ):
esther
